Torment

what is a day like without distractions? you never want to find out. without work, tv, food, other people, video games, books, etc., etc., this existence is torturous. nothing to do and nothing to distract us from ourselves. it is worse than any pain I've ever experienced, because it is never ending. I would experiment and see if I can live inside it, but I can't, not even for a few minutes. I'm off to distract myself, hard. hopefully my brain is occupied enough by my next activity that relief will come.